Saturday, July 17, 2004
they had the same dream at the time, all slept quite sound, because they slept a bit too tight, they had no idea even the armed troops came in. they had no idea even that they got all slaughtered during their dreams. so they continued dreaming, so they did not need mortal bodies, they keep on living in their dreams, and talking to each other, they said, oh, the world is actually ruined. what did that mean? we won?
Poet says with her maggots at 3:31 PM
while seeing John Mayer and Maroon 5 in person, I still felt that in the big screen are one of those MTVs I used to watch all day long. maybe I became a piece of their voices, got shot all the way to the other layer on top of the cloudy night. night, the night that took half my throat away, one concert down, more to go.
K.O. me
Poet says with her maggots at 3:23 PM
Friday, July 16, 2004
I've been waiting for three months for today, I am totally psyched, today is John Mayer concert. pewwwwwwwweeeeeeee
yesterday was a meaningful day too, saw people, a lot of them. some just erased me from their memories, some will be gone, some are still there but not very close, some I wanted to get close but gave up. looking at all of them made me wanted to get out of Cupertino, and ran away. far far away
and never come back, now I understood why birdman wanted to leave so desperately
well, we are lucky, that we don't know shit
Poet says with her maggots at 12:58 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
we all ask questions about the motives of gloomy mornings like this. there are too many answers to this, I am not exactly sure quite how, but there's a lot.
and I just wanted to be a preppy freak, that's all. make myself warm and invest in some starbucks to stablize the neato status.
Poet says with her maggots at 8:50 AM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
there are always songs stuck in my head, blank songs with no titles with tidy wavy electric guitar intros. those songs killed me.
the voice is rusty too, it got salty a bit, like it has been constantly soaking in tears. ahh I would hate to do a group study on that. you know what I mean?
no, you probably don't
so please just pay my bills, silly one
Poet says with her maggots at 11:09 PM
